you have no idea how INSUFFERABLE it is to be me 24/7 i am so annoying
a lil disclaimer before moving forward!! there will be triggering topics here so please be mindful of yourself and your headspace. triggering entires will be marked with a 
. to people that know me in my life from anywhere other than neocities: please respect the boundary that while i'm fine with you being here because i love you if you have this link, i don't want to talk about anything mentioned in the diary even if it's concerning to you. this entire site is my replacement for a personal journal and a healthy outlet for me and i don't want to censor myself for fear of what others will think about bpd experiences or potentially upsetting vents, thank u!!!